So I leave on June 18th now...soo close yest so far away, i cannot wait to go even though im going to be apart from my lil man for a while..i see this as just a small pebble on my path of life, which makes it a lot easier to deal with. I am so excited to get through this.


on another note....its about the end of the year, our last year...im going to miss my bestest of friends terribly bad when we all part ways, but i plan on staying in touch with them all and planning trips to visit...



New note..when i get back n go to school, i think i am going to dedicate all my time towards it n bray...no friends other than my besties...and i am also tired of shit n people trying to bring me down and ruin everything that goes good in my life....when i get back im going to look everyone in the eye and tell them FUCK YOU. and walk away..
I know who I am and where I am going. I know what i believe and what I do, so don't try to fabricate something that I would find completely unacceptable, because obviously derp de fucking derp, I didn't say/do or whatever...go fuck up your life some more instead of others...


anyways...yeah ...life